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Friday, December 20, 2013

...Once Upon a Time 2

October 11, 2007

12:30 pm

Hello… ok lang kaya ka dira ako yaby?  Miss na kaayo nimo si dad?  Miss na jud baya taka!  Nagatuon ka diha o wala?  Ayaw ingna wala kay masuko jud si dad.  Nakatanda pa ka sa ato goal?  Ayaw jud to kalimti!  Pagtuon dirag tarong.  Diri lang diay ta school?  Dili ba diay pwede?  Kung dili nila gusto magkita ta sa gawas sa school, sige!  Basta ang importante naa lang ka dinhi.  Unsa ang number ni May?  Mao to katung 0920?  Sige ko text sa iya wala man siya gareply.  Kabalo ko dili japon to mag reply sa ako kay suko kaayo to siya.  Wala na ko nabunang!  Sige ra ko sulat. Hehehe!

Gusto na jud taka makita, magunitan, biskan kadali man lang.  Everytime maghigda ko sa bed matandaan nako ka nga mag sige ug lantaw sa ako before ka matulog.  Matingala na lang ko nga wala pa ka natulog kay sig era ka ug smile gatan-aw sa ako.  Di nako makalimtan katung nakatulog nako tapos wala ko ka toothbrush, nakahilam-os, tanan—kay sa sobra ka kapoy.  Nag unsa gani diay ka ato?  Aie tama, naghangyo diay ka sa ako na nga gamiton nimo ag computer kay magdula ka tapos ako sobra ka kapoy dili na man taka mabantayan nag-una na lang ko ug tulog sa kwarto.  Natandaan ko. Wehehehe!  Didto nako nafeel kung unsa jud ko nimo ka love, bisan unsa na lang ako ginapang-ingon, nag-smile lang ka sa ako tapos nag-ingon “dad, don’t forget to brush your teeth, tapos hilamos dayon before you sleep.”  Di nako to makalimtan na lanes.  Lambing kaayo imo pagstorya sa ako.  Pagka buntag ato mga four o’clock sa kadlawon nag-mata naman ko tapos ang habol wala naman sa imo, deh gibalik nako, tapos nakamata ka.  Nag ingon dayon ka “Good morning dad.  I love you.”  Nag smile ko sa imo tapos nagreply “Morning sad, I love you too.”

Tapos ato imo gistorya ako gihimo pagkagabii katung nag daman ko.  Imo pa ko gikataw-an kay funny kaayo ako face ato, tapos nagmug-ot ko, nag ingon dayon ka, bahala na basta ikaw ang pinakagwapo na dad sa whole wide world. hehehe… nag smile ko ulit.

Nagpatabang pa ko ato ug review sa imo kay dili ko kasabot, murag 30 minutes lang gud to noh?  Dali lang kaayo tapos suddenly pagcheck nako sa clock 6:10 am na—“patay!”  Wala pa ko kaon.  Ana pa ka nga mag-cr ka sogipanaog taka, di magdugay ingon pa ko sa imo.  Ana ka nga “di man jud dad.”  Ana pa ka nga “pagdali dad ma-late gani ka nah!”  nitubag ko nga dili ko ma-late, tapos nagdali na ko.

Nibalik diba ka’g tulog kay sleepy kaayo ka?  6:45 am nagbalik ko sa kwarto kay mananghid ko nimo nga magschool nako.  Gidala nako ang tubig ug biscuits para kung gutumon ka.  Pagkahapon, nagsayo ko uli kay nagpromise ko sa imo nga mag uli ko dayon after class.  Pag saka nako paadto sa kwarto, nakita taka nga gahilak.  Nagdagan ko paadto sa bed tapos gipasandig ka sa ako shoulders.  Miss na nimo si nanay.  Ana ko na “sige ihatod tikaw uyang gabii.”  Naghilak ka samot kay dili nimo gusto mag uli—ana ka nga dili jud ka gusto mag-uli…

...Once Upon a Time 1 (link for the first letter)


Saturday, December 7, 2013

Torments (by Precious U)

Last Friday night
Desolation and burdens...

I had never felt so down
Six feet under...

The pain in my chest...
It shattered my heart into dust… 

Oh, how am I able to bear it?
I do not know... 

I wish to know... 

How am I able to live every minute of my life from now on?

How am I able to feel happiness without being pierced by your memory?

If it will take a lifetime to escape from this endless torment,
I would rather be in hell right now than to see your heavens…

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Let the HEART Speak

You were asking my opinion about a person you like
And I answered you all you wanted to know.
You noted the points I said—would consider it heartily.
Thank you for asking me, trusting me with those matters.
I appreciate the thoughtful inquiry you made.

But let me tell you the truth, I was nervous.
I hesitated because
I didn’t want my ideas be significant in your decisions
And my heart told me to be truthful to you.
I was hurt, but I continued.

All I want is for you to be happy.
All I want is to see you grow.
I said bad things more than the good ones
But those were not meant to give him inequity
Those were things you were asking me to say—my opinion.

But I tell you this; follow your heart no matter
What people will say.  Listen to where
Your feelings are coming from. Those are the things
I have not done and have regretted
So please, let your heart speak.

Listen to it but don’t let it blind you;
Lead your heart first before letting it lead you.
At the end of the day, you and you alone
Can answer the questions that rest inside you
And I wish that all your decisions be the best for you.

Snippets by Precious U

November 26, 2013

My Greatest Downfall

I gave you my life... I gave you happiness but you gave up on me for some creature. How am I going to live my life without your trace? Indeed, my greatest downfall…

Secrets

If secrets and lies could kill, I should be dead by now.

December 1, 2013

Elysian

I want to love every moment that I have right now.  I may not have all that I want; at least, I was given just what I needed—good companies make good moments to live for.