Then, I Won...

Timid feelings;

Breathing the edgy air as I walked toward the center of the stage

Looking at the audiences as they stare at me in return,

No one knew the piece which I about to deliver except God and I.

I uttered the fragments.

I could not feel the blood running in my arms.

I distinctly lurched with few hesitant notches

Thinking of the statements next to what I was talking.

Some hooked their eyes on me; some were not

Others were sarcastic; others did not care

Few noticed that I was at my best, few were not observing

Fortunately for me, I did not have mistakes

Unfortunately then, no one bothered to listen;

No one understood.

Then… I won.

Alone

I always feel so alone… not that I do not have friends with me but, the fact that I always have companions; still I’m just like a SOMEBODY to them.  Is it normal to feel like this? Maybe it’s I who wants to be recognized by them for what I’ve done or the different side, maybe they are too blind to appreciate the simple things which I have done to them.

That’s how I feel right now.